Wait like the Israelites in the desert. Do you love your enemies? Can you live a double life? Take the wave of pain! 

Church with Jesse Lee Peterson, Sunday, October 6, 2024 

Prior Biblical Question: Do you recognize a wave of pain that overtakes you? 

New Biblical Question: When was the last time you had a real conversation with a human being?

||  See clips, links, and notes below. 

TIMESTAMPS

• (0:00:00) Small talk… Welcome 
• (0:01:55) Story: Israelites out of Egypt 
• (0:12:44) Lesson: Endure to the end 
• (0:20:10) Wanting another person to change; Consulting with the mind 
• (0:29:43) Q: Do you love your enemies? 
• (0:37:02) Q: Love enemies? (Documentary, “poor” white country people: Same problem!) 
• (0:49:12) No enemies… fun 
• (0:52:50) Q: Consult with your mind? (God tried to deliver you but you won’t wait.) 
• (0:59:51) No grace for yourself, listening to thoughts. Fall off the cliff, not listening to thoughts 
• (1:10:43) Possible to live a double life? 
• (1:17:44) Married? No. Engaged twice: Got the ring back! 
• (1:19:18) Biblical Q: Do you recognize a wave of pain that overtakes you? 
• (1:25:39) JLP: No such thing as a double life. 
• (1:29:09) JLP: No such thing as an enemy 
• (1:31:00) Assignment: Take the waves of pain, be present, keep eyes on you 24/7 
• (1:35:52) Feedback: Stop naming; Let go of identities. Stay on the path. 
• (1:39:49) New BQ: Real conversation…?

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Church Notes 

Story: Israelites out of Egypt: Endure to the end. 

Do you love your enemies? How do you know? 

Why do you consult with your mind and listen to thoughts? 

Is there such a thing as a double life? 

Biblical Question: Do you recognize a wave of pain that overtakes you? 

Assignment: Catch the waves of pain… 

New Biblical Question: When was the last time you had a real conversation with a human being? 

Welcome

(0:00:00) Start (0:01:09) Intro (0:01:45) Amazing Men’s Forum 

1 Story: Israelites out of Egypt: Army against Moses 

(0:01:55) Human nature… Chair adjustment (0:02:38) Israelites out of Egypt… loved Moses … went to get instructions… 

1A (0:05:09) **JLP: Interruption — Look how white that baby is! 

1B (0:06:25) *Clean up the Promised Land, get the Arabs out… Where’s Moses? (0:07:33) Anxious, worried, overreacting. Someone in the crowd built an army against Moses. … Partying, being sluts… 

1C (0:09:03) *We need a king, we a leader! They started off on the right track… *They went back into their imagination. (0:10:03) A few in the crowd: These leaders are not leading us anywhere! 

(0:11:19) Waiting… Wait and see… going back to Moses. Crowd wandering in the desert. Wanting another leader. Like getting another marriage. … (0:12:44) Moses didn’t get in because he got ticked. 

Lesson: Starting off right, but then… 

(0:12:44)… If you want to be free, you must forgive. Some do it, but then … 

1D (0:16:14) **JLP: You can be free, but you must be willing to give it all up. … Your nature is changing, so your relationship with people, places and things are naturally changing. 

(0:17:27) So you don’t panic if you’re married and your husband or wife want to leave. … Won’t call them up, you won’t miss them… 

(0:19:17) Do the Silent Prayer and watch. Make up your mind that you and you alone are willing to go through it. 

Wanting another person to change

1E (0:20:10) **“I try to tell them to forgive… I want so bad for them to do it.” Dummy, why do you want someone else to change? No supposed to want for people to change? Who are you that you want someone else to change? It’s enough working on yourself! … Leave people alone… Let people live their lives… You’re really wanting them to stay with you; you’re unwilling to let them go. 

(0:23:37) You don’t have any right to force your will on a woman or parents. Idea about men and women… that’s dumb! Husband and wife become one — but they don’t bc they want to control one another. 

(0:24:47) Look at yourself and listen! 

Stop consulting with the mind 

1F (0:24:51) **Stop looking to thoughts for the answer. You run to the thoughts, overreact. You don’t listen. Assignment: Let yourself suffer for a week. Do nothing about the fear. Live with it. 

(0:27:27) In fear, you run to the Doctor: You got HDP, or you got Asperger’s, or something… Can’t see you’re living with fear, it has you hide, pretend to be brave. 

1G (0:28:18) **Awareness, staying present, is what you want — that’s where freedom is. Israelites didn’t listen! You don’t listen! Two nobodies arguing 

(0:29:28) God said to love your enemies. How many love your enemies? 

2 Why don’t you love your enemies? 

(0:29:43) Do you love your enemies? “Yes.” (0:30:25) Man: No, it’s hard for me to love them. I want to see them suffer. What gives you the right not to love them? 

(0:31:25) Another man: Don’t know if I have enemies. (0:32:12) … Other men… 

(0:35:13) Do you love God? That is the question, isn’t it? Yes. 

(0:35:42) How do you know you love your enemies? 

Love enemies? (Documentary: ‘white trash’ country people) 

2A (0:37:02) Documentary: “White trash” country people. We didn’t know we were poor. So country! Everybody has the same problem. But people think they have different problems! And it has nothing to do with finance 

2B (0:39:25) Want a husband? I don’t want for anything. Oh, Lord… 

(0:40:16) Rochelle, Donyale… Why/how do you know you love your enemies? 

2C (0:41:42) Alexis: I don’t know who my enemy is… Hold on, I got a list. Just messing… 

2D (0:42:45) You gotta love your enemies. Colin… (0:43:40) Another gal… since forgiving my parents a couple of months ago… I see the same in me. (0:44:39) Are you learning to live without … **boyfriend: Ever thought about how you’re talking to me? Planted a seed in me. 

(0:46:05) Rachel: You got those braids back, that black hair, war path, Bo Derek braids! … Love all people? No! 

(0:48:19) I love my enemies, b/c they no longer hurt me. No more pain. (0:48:45) Who are your enemies? 

Feedback 

2E (0:49:12) **My friend, the young lady in the back with the black hair… Do you love your enemies? “I don’t know…. If I loved them, they wouldn’t be considered an enemy.” She’s 14. Glad to see you! 

(0:50:38) People are the same. Promised Land. Realized everyone the same? Man agrees with “this is fun.” Stay with it. 

God tried to deliver you from Egypt; Consult with thoughts? 

3A (0:52:50) Egypt story: People doing the same as we are now. **He’s trying to deliver you, but you won’t wait. 

(0:54:35) Consult with thoughts? Why? I’m an idiot. Do you listen to your thoughts? 

3B (0:55:26) The 14yo… **Raymond… I’m addicted to thinking. Yep. 

(0:56:01) Cheyenne (sp)… (Darren moderating a chat, “I’m working”…) 

3C (0:57:55) **You consult with the thoughts! All thoughts, all lies, all the time. Deeper than what you can imagine! 

(0:58:20) Doug… 

Can’t listen to thoughts and have grace for yourself

3/3D, 3E (0:59:51) Donyale… former friends want to return… (1:00:58) Who’s Grace? Joel joke… (1:01:34) People deserve the benefit of the doubt. **How do you have grace for others, and not yourself? You listen to thoughts at times. (1:02:17) **Most people don’t change: 95, 96, 97-percent don’t change. Why don’t you have grace for yourself and never have another thought? Don’t have grace for yourself. 

(1:04:20) Hispanic young man: How will God save you if you keep listening to thoughts? 

Afraid not to listen to a thought. 

3cont/3F (1:05:02) **Colin: They give me a false sense they’ll solve my pain. JLP: Who will I be? I used to be afraid not to listen to thoughts. Moses: A savior is coming to save you. You won’t wait. You go into your head, come up with stupid ideas, not from you, and follow that. Won’t wait and see. Why not wait? Don’t believe the thoughts, and see what happens. 

(1:08:04) Man: I used to be very afraid of the dark as a kid. It’s a thought, not real, imagination. I’d repeat it… 

3G (1:08:50) The man says, also: They replace God with another god. (1:09:08) JLP: People who follow other people, all they do is find another false god! 

**Like marriage: If you’ve been married once, why do you want to do it again? … “I’ll be a better parent than my parents.” Lie! You’re listening to thoughts! You’re not your thoughts, body, emotions… 

4 Possible to live a double life? 

(1:10:43) Ever lived a double life? Is it possible to live a double life? Hispanic man gives examples… (1:11:42) Another man says you can’t… 

(1:13:17) Yet another man: He did. “I was someone else in front of her.” (1:14:16) Others… (1:15:00) Young lady with an accent: Yes, it’s possible. (1:15:28) Joel, with Grace and Mercy? Not sure. 

(1:16:02) Franky: Listen to thoughts, living a lie. Face for friends, different for enemies. (1:16:31) Colin: Don’t think so. (1:16:57) Rochelle: I was in a relationship, he was, but I was not! 

4 Married? … 

4AL (1:17:44) Ever been married? No. Why? I love life. Engaged twice, called them off… dating, they act like they agree. Soon as I engaged, they started bitching. Took my ring back to the store. That’s your money! 

5 BQ… 

(1:19:18) Biblical Question: What’s the Biblical Question? … Do you recognize a wave of pain that overtakes you? … (1:21:12) A young lady answers

5 Wife obey you? BQ… 

(1:21:57) A man answers: Does your wife obey you? (1:22:46) She’s trying. She knows now! Wave of pein? 

6 No such thing as a ‘double life’

6A (1:25:39) JLP: No such thing as a double life. Either a life of lies, of imagination, evil, or of freedom, God. Overcome imagination, dying from a false life. The world made that up! The world made that up … Don’t have to tell the world your business anyway! 

Colin agrees… 

(1:28:24) Gal talks about the showcase personality… We don’t see the real y’all here. 

No enemies. 

6B (1:29:09) People will make you their enemy. But you don’t have to be their enemy. We don’t have enemies. 

Losing your way: Assignment

6C (1:31:00) Listen to thoughts… [Assignment] This week: Try to watch them and see them. See what happens. Catch those waves of pain that you get. Do nothing about them. Take them. … God is trying to save you… 

(1:33:31) Cheyenne (sp) question… See it and you’re out. Be aware of it, and you’re out. The Father will destroy it. … Watch, and let the world go by. 

7 Feedback: Stop naming … Helpful? 

7A (1:35:52) Silent Prayer: I get weary, tired… Don’t name it. If your parents never named you, who would you be? … Let go of identities: God is trying to help you. Salvation is to be born again of the heart, from evil to good, and save you from the false nature. 

Helpful? 

(1:38:15) First-timer: Putting me and my wife and children on the right path. Stay on the path! 

7B (1:39:26) I still sin. Why? Because I’m human! (loud click) 

New BQ: Last time a real convo with a human being

(1:39:49) New BQ: When was the last time… ? 

7C (1:41:57) Donyale… When you discover what a real conversation is? You’re gonna stop talking to people. 

(1:42:28) Closing: Prayer. Forgive. Drop anger. … Pay attention… Watch self. 

(1:44:42) Radio network: all men. 24hr talk… 

7D (1:45:32) **JLP: Women taking over everywhere! … Man says he prefers that… What da! That’s not by accident. Big mistake. Not gonna work! Quietly happening. They’re focusing on transgenders but the greatest issue is the men

REMINDERS… 

• 2024 theme: Want for nothing. 
• 2024 assignment: This year, don’t let the thoughts bully you. 
• 8/25/24 Assignment: For one week, let the only evil you think of be your own. 
• 8/25/24 try this: Never argue — with anyone. 
• 9/1/24 Assignment: Completely surrender to thoughts. Feel it. Take the pain. 
• 9/1/24 Assignment for Southern gal: For one week, don’t argue with anyone. 
• 9-8-24 and 9-15-24 assignment: Don’t trust the thought. Let it overwhelm you. 
• Late 2023 assignment: Notice the mind repeats itself, and that it’s all about self. 
• Late 2023 assignment: Sit four minutes in your room in silence. 
• March 10-17, 2024 assignment: Get rid of your heroes. Trust no one. 
• May 19-26, 2024 assignment: If you feel anything, remember: It’s just a thought! No meaning. 
• Jun 2-9, 2024 assignment/discussion: Watch the different demons inside you. 
• Assignment from JLP show (Thu 6/20/24) Practice staying present. 
• We’re not messing around this year. 

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