Why Do You Listen to Judas Inside You? | BOND 10/25/26
CHURCH: What did you realize this year? Let ideas about self go. Why do you listen to Judas inside you? Controlled by the world: No love. Guilt is ego. God loves all. Relationships. Let life happen.
Church with Jesse Lee Peterson — at BOND in L.A., Sunday, October 25, 2026
📖 Biblical Question (BQ): Did God create one group of people to be hated and one group of people to be loved?
📖 NEW BQ: TBA
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TIMESTAMPS
(0:00:00) Small talk (off-mic). Welcome.
(0:02:37) Year winding down: What did he say?
(0:05:48) She's meant to be extraordinary
(0:10:56) You’re none of those things. Forgive. Let ideas go.
(0:17:19) People who think are CRAZY. More feedback
(0:26:19) Dahmer: comparing. God's image: endure. Aware of thoughts.
(0:33:49) Relationship with Jesus? Mama gonna hit you with the Word!
(0:40:25) LeBron James beta?! Mother in her Catholicism. Be aware.
(0:47:42) Judas? See Judas inside you? Why listen? Hassan…
(1:02:50) JLP: Do you let other people control you? No love.
(1:13:43) JLP: Caller story. Love. Understanding. Franky on betrayal
(1:22:59) Guilt supports the ego. Not a guilty sinner.
(1:25:58) Can't promise I won't say something mean at party
(1:28:59) Judas' nature is in everyone. Doesn't have to happen anymore.
(1:31:27) BQ: God loves all.
(1:32:14) She walked in angry. Not doing Silent Prayer
(1:37:33) Forgiving mother… Divided: "different." Whole: same.
(1:44:53) BQ: God is love. "Stellar reputation" revisited. Bad relationships.
(1:51:59) Black woman made history! Confessing sin. Closing
CLIPS
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JLP NOTES: WEEK 10/19 – 10/23/26
Yes, you are the sum of all your highs and lows. (BQ: JLP Mon 10/19/26 - Substack)
See how evil you are. (JLP Mon 10/19/26)
Good news: If you wanna be happy in life, you must realize there's nothing to gain from this life at all. Nothing to compete for, fight for, win, or gain. No reason to be ambitious or compete. (JLP Tue 10/20/26 - Substack)
What do you want from God?* The Truth will set you free…? (JLP Tue 10/20/26)
The sooner you can see what condition you are in, the quicker you will go through hell and reach heaven. See all thoughts and emotions are evil. Leave it as a fact that the Truth will make you free. Go through hell. (JLP Wed 10/21/26 - Substack)
With any iota of anger, you're already in hell. (JLP Thu 10/22/26 - Substack)
Proverbs 16: 32 – Whoever is slow to anger is better than the mighty, and he who rules his spirit than he who takes a city. (JLP Thu 10/22/26)
*What do you want from God? God doesn't have anything to give you. He's given you everything already. You need understanding. The kingdom of heaven is within you. Look within. (JLP Thu 10/22/26)
Inside every human being is a Judas, deceiver, traitor. You hold onto thoughts. You are destroying what's inside of you. Heaven and hell inside you. When you become aware of hell (emotions), you'll become aware of heaven at the same time. You're destroying heaven that's inside you because you love your hell. (JLP Fri 10/23/26 - Substack)
Every human being thinks they're different, that they're better than somebody. You're not different. You're divided. You don't know we're all the same. (JLP Fri 10/23/26)
CHURCH NOTES 10/25/26
📖 Biblical Question (BQ): Did God create one group of people to be hated and one group of people to be loved?
📖 NEW BQ: TBA
Welcome
(0:00:00) Small talk (0:02:14) Intro
01 - Year winding down: What did he say?
(0:02:37) This year is winding down. Sam I think speaks.
(0:04:57) Doug, what did he say? Observing his life.
(0:05:31) Jesse: isn’t that amazing? You can be sitting in this room your mind all over.
02 - Meant to be extraordinary
(0:05:48) Pam is meant to be extraordinary.
(0:07:43) Healing impact on others.
(0:09:26) Where did you get this love from?
2B - None of those things. Drop anger? Forgive mother
(0:10:56) You’re none of those things. Drop anger?
(0:12:24) If you dropped all these ideas about yourself, if you stopped thinking? “I’d be free” How do you know? “In service for others?” No.
(0:13:34) All these ideas yet you cry at night. Forgive your mother.
(0:15:21) Why not face the pain? It will be more painful. Fear is pain.
(0:16:11) Why didn’t your father protect you from your mother? … no quotation marks. I am this woman.
2C - Let ideas go. People who think are CRAZY.
(0:17:19) A mistake thinking how things will work out for you. No thoughts or ideas of what it will be. What you were created to be.
(0:19:00) Forget about surrender too. Another thought. People who think are CRAZY.
03 - More feedback
(0:21:41) Update: what have you learned about yourself? Andrew: stress at work.
(0:23:09) Donyale…
(0:24:08) Donyale, people wanting to destroy me. Understanding love your neighbor… Jeffrey Dahmer.
(0:26:19) JLP on Jeffrey Dahmer ... Comparing.
(0:27:19) Shayan
(0:27:34) JLP: This is why people don't go all the way in life. So many demons in there. Satan tells you, Oh, you’re better now! You can see! Then you have another demon in there.
(0:28:47) What? Don't mess with the money, man. Shayan Q: Saw money about God created man to endure.
(0:29:22) JLP: We are created in his image… made with the ability to endure.
(0:30:18) Raymond … Let those thoughts go by becoming aware of them.
(0:31:43) You're not your thoughts, your future…
(0:32:53) Doug
3B - Relationship with Jesus? Why haven't you dropped anger?
(0:33:49) First time? Really good mom
(0:34:21) Pastor's wife. Always praying for us, Oh, Lord. What's good about her?
(0:36:03) Anger, yet know Jesus, righteous anger? Mother perfect?
(0:38:27) Just who she is? ... Why did you think you'd forgiven him?
(0:39:28) She gonna hit you with the Word. Don't fall for it. Mama is a MESS! Forgive her.
3C - LeBron James a beta male?! Mother thought I was crazy
(0:40:25) Man does Silent Prayer… Saw Jesse online. "LeBron James is a beta male?!" Forgave mother, she thought I was crazy.
(0:42:13) Another man, first-timer: Forgave mother? What did you say to her? Standing in her Catholicism.
(0:43:10) Mother had affair with deacon while she was married
(0:44:50) Being still, doing work last week. Still vs controlling pain.
(0:46:29) Immediately go to the Lord's Prayer. Just watch. Be aware, and do nothing about it.
(0:47:14) Stay present.
04 - Judas?
(0:47:42) You guys know who Judas was?
(0:48:30) Hassan on Judas: He gets a bad rap.
(0:50:43) How many see Judas inside you? Alex
(0:51:47) Doug
(0:52:04) Why do you listen to Judas? Doug continues
(0:54:20) Another gal, maybe Pam... A deceiver when I'm inauthentic in intention. Why don't you stop obeying Judas? Why haven't you stopped?
(0:55:07) Shayan
(0:56:20) He'll quote what you've learned in the intellect, like quoting the Bible to the Christians. Watch and let it pass.
(0:56:54) Raymond
4B - Hassan, what's wrong with you?
(0:57:59) Hassan
(0:59:43) JLP to Hassan: The spirit of Judas is evil. Why do you still listen to thoughts?
(1:01:49) Why haven't you dropped anger? Are you still waitin' on God?
4C - Do you let people other control you?
(1:02:50) You looove... Do you let other people control you? Hassan, in the way I don’t let people control me, they are controlling me. What’s wrong with you?
(1:03:41) JLP: You should not have anyone control you.
(1:05:39) Everyone's the way they are b/c they want to be that way.
(1:06:33) Don't see yet that all thoughts are all lies about anything.
(1:07:24) Angry people never done anything for anyone but themselves.
(1:08:01) Rise above thoughts and feelings... Demons inside control you and people outside control you. Created to be of love, not to be controlled.
(1:08:40) Keep letting Judas deceive you. You believe what he says. Won’t become an individual. You love who you are. What a mess! Shouldn’t feel sorry for anyone. Don’t try to help anyone. They’ll destroy you!
(1:09:50) What a mess, huh! And you get mad just like that! Horrible!
4D - Caller story from Fri. Messed up
(1:13:43) Rise above. Stay with prayer, practice staying present. Caller on Friday, 23, moved out, but moved in with girlfriend, fight, made a baby with her!
FRIDAY SHOW: Judas Within Each Person | Shoplifter Baby? Dem Sold Pot! Ilhan Omar? Food Stamps | JLP Fri 10/23/26
(1:18:24) Watch out for those who believe the Bible. The worst. They know the Scriptures, but they have no love.
(1:19:28) Judas... cry. Satan tells you when to cry.
4E - What do you want from God? Understanding
(1:20:19) What do you want from God? Everything but understanding!
(1:21:09) Franky, the Judas syndrome … betrayed a friend.
4F - Guilt supports the ego
(1:22:59) I feel so guilty!
(1:25:27) Rise in consciousness, the mind of God … “I’m a guilty sinner, I’m alive!”
05 - Can't promise I won't say something mean
(1:25:58) Young lady, anger takes different forms
(1:26:44) No, I can't promise I won't say something mean about them at the party. What a beta.
(1:27:51) Supposed to be free
(1:28:37) Don't judge yourself, don't become a guilty sinner.
06 - Judas' nature is in every human being
(1:28:59) Hassan
(1:29:34) JLP: Judas' nature is in every human being.
(1:30:29) Hassan not mad at the Jews. It needed to happen. JLP: It doesn't need to happen.
(1:31:27) BQ: God loves ALL.
07 - She walked in angry. Not doing Silent Prayer
(1:32:14) How the newlywed couple doin'? She’s not doing the Silent Prayer
(1:33:47) The law, seek first…
(1:37:08) I love that your husband said suffer.
08 - Forgiving
(1:37:33) Forgiving: His mother made him her husband. Father — loved you but he afraid your mama (he married his mama).
8B - Divided, you think we're different. Whole, we're all the same.
(1:39:19) JLP: When you're divided you think you're different. When you become whole, you see we're all the same.
(1:40:04) Another man questions on forgiveness. Our friend Kim (maybe not Pam)
(1:41:27) Don't go back, she'll think it's a joke. Be done with it.
(1:43:55) Back to the other man
09 - BQ, stellar reputation, bad relationships
(1:44:53) Donyale, stellar reputation wake up call two weeks ago.
(1:47:14) JLP: Get understanding. God gave us everything already. Bad relationships. No effort. Life happens on its own.
(1:50:51) Judas tells you YOU need to make it happen!
(1:51:25) Donyale: my marriage has changed. I obey my husband.
9B - A black woman makes history!
(1:51:59) JLP: Can you imagine a black woman obeying her husband? She made history!
(1:52:13) In closing. It will come. Let it happen.
(1:53:38) Do I explain to parents about the resentment? Don’t plan.
(1:54:05) Theological Q from Mark gospel
(1:55:53) Hassan what now? Admit you’re wrong, confessing sin
(1:57:13) Closing
(1:59:23) Love is just a word, but love from the heart is real.
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📖 Biblical Question (BQ): Did God create one group of people to be hated and one group of people to be loved?
📖 NEW BQ: TBA
10/25/26 REMINDERS / Assignments…
- 2026 Theme: Endurance (since Church 1/4/26)
- 2026 Assignment: Be a doormat. (since Church 12/28/25)
- Rise to the 3rd, 30th, 50th or 100th floor, out of the basement (Church 2/15/26)
- Sit in your room for 5-10 minutes, and do nothing. (Church 10/11/26)
- Put no demands on anyone for a week. For victims (JLP Thu 10/1/26, Church 10/4/26)
- Practice self-interruption. (Write it down. JLP Tue 9/15/26; Women's Forum 9/17/26)
- Don't get angry or argue with your wife. (Men's History, JLP Mon 8/3/26)
- Catch the waves of pain. (Church 8/2/26)
- Be a thought watcher. (JLP Mon 4/20/26)
- Resist anger. (Church 3/29/26, Church 4/5/26)
- Don't think about you at all this week. (Church 3/8/26)
- Keep your mind where your body is, for one week. (After Church 3/1/26)
- Next time you cry, check yourself. (Church 3/1/26)
- Watch the Devil in you. (Church 2/1/26)
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