Don’t agree or disagree. Can’t forgive yourself? Revolver: Satan tells you to do the Silent Prayer. Catch thoughts, feelings. BQ Monday!

Church with Jesse Lee Peterson, Sunday, November 9, 2025 

||  See clips, links, and notes below. 

TIMESTAMPS 

(0:00:00) – 01 – Small talk, Welcome 

(0:04:10) – 02 – Working on yourself? Not agreeing or disagreeing? 

(0:08:50) – 03 – Feels the need to respond. “Afraid” of mama at 31. 

(0:16:15) – 04 – Why face her? Get your courage back. (Did he cuss?) 

(0:21:05) – 05 – Can’t forgive himself? Friends stole my money. 

(0:34:10) – 06 – Listening to thoughts, not doing the Silent Prayer 

(0:46:30) – 07 – Unconscious at times? Satan, not “Mr. Gold.” Not always present.

(0:54:10) – 08 – Don’t agree or disagree. 

(0:56:55) – 09 – Do the Silent Prayer anyway. “Feels forced.” Satan works the mind! 

(1:01:25) – 10 – There is no you to judge. Stop agreeing/disagreeing with the world. 

(1:04:50) – 11 – All religions are insane. Drop thoughts: There’s no you. 

(1:06:35) – 12 – God doesn’t tell you to do the Silent Prayer. 

(1:10:40) – 13 – Daughters’ personalities? Let them be. 

(1:15:10) – 14 – Not catching thoughts/feelings, not present. Crying, Lying. 

(1:26:55) – 15 – Give up. Don’t want it. 

(1:40:00) – 16 – “Revolver”: The enemy is within. 

(1:43:15) – 17 – Silent Prayer is just a prayer. The Spirit of Truth takes over. 

(1:48:05) – 18 – Young man, 14… comes on-stage 

(1:54:50) – 19 – BQ feedback: Believe you can live without judging? “Not perfect”? 

(2:02:35) – 20 – Man with his sons: Why go and forgive? 

(2:08:05) – 21 – New BQ: Approaching Christ? Closing

CLIPS 

Forgiving Mother, Forgiving Self (27-min) YouTube | Rumble

One of My Twin Daughters Is Angry, the Other Not! (8-min) YouTube | Rumble

Frustration Is the Devil (18-min) YouTube | Rumble

The Silent Prayer Is Just a Prayer (4-min) YouTube | Rumble

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CHURCH NOTES 11/9/25 

📖 Biblical Question: Do you believe that you as an individual can live a life without ever judging yourself or others again? 

📝 Assignment: Take the pain. Stop fighting darkness. Go through the war. 

📖 NEW Biblical Question… How do you know when you’re approaching Christ?

01 – Small talk, Welcome 

(0:00:00) – Start (0:03:37) Welcome 

02 – Working on yourself? Not agreeing or disagreeing? 

(0:04:02) – Any questions? Anybody have a life? Working on yourself? Did you know you could work on yourself? Were you surprised you could work on yourself? Not agreeing or disagreeing? First man’s feedback… (0:06:22) She’s been on her own. (0:07:46) He’s working on himself. 

03 – Feels the need to respond. Afraid of mama at 31.

(0:08:39) – Have you stopped agreeing or disagreeing? (0:09:46) If someone says you’re a pothead, you’d say yes? Do you feel a need to respond? Catch myself. (0:10:56) Forgive mama? No. What a beta. He forgave “internally.” Afraid to speak to her. Feels responsible for what she did to him. 31. (0:12:13) And afraid of your mama. Crazy. What a beta. 

(0:13:19) Who are you? (0:15:06) … There is no you to be afraid. You gotta face her! Want me to go with you? I’ll send one of the ladies. Want them to hold your hand? Face her, unless she’s dead. 

04 – Why face her? (Did he cuss?) Get your courage back. 

(0:16:05) – Why does she need to know? Man: That’ll change the relationship. But he hasn’t forgiven her, even though he tried to talk to her. But he’s mad: “That sh— hurt.” (0:17:49) Did he say a cuss word? That’s alright. Well, not all right. (0:18:27) You’re still licking boots. “Closer” with her? Father passed away. 

(0:19:08) Another man answers, Why face her? 

(0:19:52) JLP: Face her so you can get your courage back. 

05 – Can’t forgive himself? Friends stole my money. 

(0:20:53) – … He can forgive them, but not himself. He feels he played a part in making it happen. 

(0:22:07) Faith… April… Bless… (0:22:52) Man in black: Friends stole money. (0:23:53) Your mother stole your money? (0:25:07) Bless: Forgave my mom, and my mindset shifted. (0:25:44) Why you put your money out there to steal? (0:26:25) Put the money in your shoe. 

(0:26:45) Mimi, how does he forgive himself? (0:30:00) Another man: How do you forgive yourself? (0:31:03) Asian man with a cheat sheet (JLP: AI?) — there is no you; it was never you; and it was never them. The man responds. 

(0:32:34) Why don’t you stop thinking? Hard? Silent Prayer? Not every morning/night — just every morning. 

06 – Listening to thoughts, not doing the Silent Prayer. “Revolver” 

(0:34:00) – Feedback from a new man: My self, ownership. Releasing that. He’s had an internal conversation about thinking he forgave himself. (0:35:53) You faced your mother? (0:36:51) Lately not doing the Silent Prayer. Tricking myself? Why are you listening to the Devil that you don’t need to be present? Haven’t fully let go. … Believe thoughts. Why not stop listening to thoughts, and see what happens? 

(0:38:19) One of the assignments: Stop agreeing or disagreeing. Not pulled in different directions — but just living life. Listening to the Devil. Practice being present. (0:38:54) Q: Silent Prayer vs Pray without Ceasing…? 

(0:40:10) Hake tries to interpret. (0:41:33) He felt so much chaos before… (0:42:55) Another man brings up “Revolver” movie… (0:44:22) How do you know you’ve reached that place that you’re always in that state? 

(0:45:35) The non-praying man… 

07 – Do you go unconscious at times? “Mr. Gold.” Not always present.

(0:46:20) – You don’t go unconscious anymore? He says, “the I would never be unconscious”? (0:47:07) JLP: I wouldn’t rely on Mr. Gold. Yes… 

(0:48:23) If you’re conscious, how do you go unconscious at times? If you’re so conscious now you don’t need the prayer? (0:49:50) JLP: Forget about that movie man! 

(0:50:22) Another man talks about the allegory and narrative… Mr. Gold is Satan in the movie, the voice in everyone’s head, disguised as the person, the thoughts in their head. Going unconscious is listening to Mr. Gold. (0:51:38) You go unconscious at times? Not always aware of when Satan is talking to you… 

(0:52:28) Don’t call him Mr. Gold — call him Satan. 

08 – Don’t agree or disagree. 

(0:53:59) – Have you learned not to agree or disagree? Yes. What’s it like? Not pulled… Peaceful. (0:54:28) JLP: It’s amazing learning to communicate without agreeing or disagreeing. Catch yourself. Stay with it, and the Light will take away the darkness completely. Isaiah from Berkeley, CA. 

(0:55:29) Raymond: A crutch to your ego. Jiu Jitsu again. (0:56:36) JLP: Amazing in darkness how the Devil works us. 

09 – Do the Silent Prayer anyway. “Feels forced.” Satan works the mind! 

(0:56:47) – Mimi: Isaiah said Silent Prayer feels forced. Should do it anyway. Just a thought. Evil wants you not to do it. 

(0:57:44) She feels good, and doesn’t feel like she needs to do the Silent Prayer. It’s like saying, I’m so good I don’t need to spend time with God. (0:58:32) JLP: Satan will tell you that you know how to catch the thought. She’s not doing it morning and night. Not the only one! JLP: You feel better… What a mess! I understand how he works the mind. 

(0:59:32) JLP: Get to where you don’t do anything the mind tells you to do. Can’t obey the Devil at all if you wanna obey the truth. Two gods. She’d only do it when she had a really bad day. She got comfortable, and life feels good. 

10 – There is no you to judge. Stop agreeing/disagreeing with the world. 

(1:01:15) – She advises the man who judges himself for getting robbed by his friends. 

(1:01:43) JLP: There is no you to judge. The real you has never done anything wrong — cannot do wrong if you tried… Stop agreeing/disagreeing with the world. (1:03:03) There is no you. It’s the false self. … great points. 

11 – All religions are insane. Drop thoughts: There’s no you. 

(1:04:39) – All religions are insane. Nothing but insanity in this room. Hating, judging one another, secretly fighting — hating the preacher, and the preacher hates them! God has nothing to do with religion. No wonder they have wars. (1:05:49) Christians are MISERABLE people — all in the name of Jesus. Drop the thoughts. There’s no you. 

12 – God doesn’t tell you to do the Silent Prayer. Satan does! 

(1:06:24) – She wakes up and does the Silent Prayer every time she wakes up. Satan pretends to be God, telling you to do the prayer. Get up and go pee and go back to sleep. (1:07:21) Everytime I think I should do the Silent Prayer, I shouldn’t do it? Now. Everybody confused now! 

(1:09:06) JLP: Either you stop listening to thoughts, or you don’t. “My guilt is telling me…” Are you your guilt? 

13 – Daughters’ personalities? Let them be. 

(1:10:31) – Another question: One daughter angrier than the other? 

(1:12:00) JLP: Personalities aren’t real. Showcase personality. … Don’t keep going back to them… 

14 – Not catching thoughts/feelings, not present. Crying, lying. 

(1:15:01) – Mimi: About believing the thoughts… I can’t see the thoughts! Is it possible to stay present and not see the thoughts? 

(1:16:21) Asian man: It’s like it bypasses my head and goes straight to my feelings. Know that feeling wasn’t you. You didn’t catch the thought, so you feel it. Catch the feeling…. (1:18:00) Another man: I don’t dwell on it. I gain an experience. (1:19:04) Yet another: If you’re present, there won’t be any thoughts. 

(1:19:15) JLP: If you feel the emotion and didn’t catch the thought… You will catch them before you feel them. (1:19:46) Mimi talks about catching fireflies with a jar. (1:20:17) Kurt: You can’t do anything. JLP: How can you do something if you don’t exist? This makes me wanna cry, says Mimi: I don’t like that I asked this question. Go ahead, we know you lyin’. Why do you keep believing the lie? (1:21:30) Why don’t you relax and let go? And see what happens? 

(1:22:20) Why don’t you shut up and not call it you? … (1:23:01) Of ourselves we know nothing. Not in control of anything! (1:23:55) JLP: If I’d not been doing these meetings the past 35 years, Idk if I’d have seen it. “Wow, that sounds like me.” Keep on crying and lying. Everybody know you’re lying! Nobody feel sorry for you. (1:25:02) Heaven on the other side of hell, the mind. Stay with it. A lot of drama, came out just like that *snaps fingers* 

(1:25:25) Nick and Mimi… Feeling forced (1:26:24) Thoughts telling you to pray, and not to pray. 

15 – Completely give up. Not supposed to want it. 

(1:26:46) – JLP: Gotta completely give up. 

(1:27:12) Alexis: Relax how? JLP: Not supposed to want it, or want God. God tells you: Want for nothing. So bad you’ll do anything for it. It’s just a thought. (1:28:31) Alexis: How do you let the spirit rest? (1:29:04) JLP: There’s no you to want it. The real you already has it. The not-you doesn’t have it. Perfect peace. You want for nothing. It tells you to want it really bad, to control you, and give you more feelings, acting out. 

(1:30:12) JLP: When they’re gossiping about you — it’s the false self in them talking about the false self in you. It’s not even you. … You think you’re being hurt. But they can’t touch you. You are your own world. (1:31:29) Christ died from illusions. All ideas, imaginations, thoughts. … A thought about God is just a thought about God. Satan pretends to be God, using your voice! Go back to bed! You already did the Silent Prayer! Stop obeying thoughts! 

(1:32:54) Young lady in white (Dolores) — Does Satan get frustrated within us? Nothing but thoughts and feelings. Frustrated when you let it happen. By you giving up… 

(1:33:53) When Mimi’s crying, she lying — Satan’s frustration, 100% 

(1:35:49) JLP: There’s never, ever, ever, ever a reason to argue with anyone about anything! 

(1:38:08) Man talks about the body fighting to move. Catching thoughts… 

16 – “Revolver”: The enemy is within. 

(1:39:52) – The other Berkeley man bringing up “Revolver” — your greatest enemy hides in the last place you’ll look. The enemy within. … (1:41:55) Madonna’s husband made it. “Like a virgin.” 

17 – Silent Prayer is just a prayer. The Spirit of Truth takes over. 

(1:43:04) – Silent Prayer has become your identity, conferring with it says a man. I had no idea what I was doing when I forgave. But once I did it, I think it was God who came in and forgave. Similar with Silent Prayer: God is doing it. (1:44:23) JLP: Very good point. (1:46:24) People confused about practical thoughts! They make that an identity too! Afraid to think about eating! 

(1:47:24) Asian man: Def gon watch Revolver. BQ in a minute. 

18 – Young man, 14… comes on-stage 

(1:47:54) – 14yo young man. Helped? Forgiven? No. Why not? Not father either. (1:49:50) Anger? 

(1:51:33) He comes on-stage 

(1:54:07) Anchor Baby explained. 

19 – BQ: Believe you can live without judging? 

(1:54:40) – BQ: Asian man … (1:56:19) The Berkeley father… (1:58:49) Why haven’t you done it? “I’m not perfect.” God said you are perfect. Why do you believe you’re not? “Cuz I make mistakes.” Was He lying? Why do you believe you’re not perfect? (2:00:44) Past and path? 

20 – Man with his sons: Why go and forgive? 

(2:02:24) – Tom here with his two sons from Berkeley. What do you think about? Discussion. What do you mean face father and mother? (2:03:23) JLP: God said before you can enter the Kingdom, you must forgive. (2:04:39) He says he forgave his mother when she was alive. Have you dropped your anger? … “No.” Why not? “I don’t think it’s an absolute?” 

(2:06:08) Why not drop it? I think there’s another way of entering: Become as a child again. When you forgive, you will go back to that. Innocence in forgiving. (2:07:09) Love? We’ll come back to you after we close the stream… 

21 – New BQ: Approaching Christ? Closing 

(2:07:53) – New BQ: How do you know when you’re approaching Christ? 

REMINDERS / Assignments… 

1. 2025 theme/assignment: Practice being present. 
2. Take the pain. Stop fighting darkness. Go through the war. (Church 11/2/25 “This week…”) 
3. Let it pass through you, whatever you feel and think. (Church 10/19/25) 
4. Slow down. Feel the pain, and ask: Is it necessary? (Women’s Forum Oct 16, 2025) 
5. Never think about yourself again. (for 1 wk/mo, BQ/Women’s Forum Sep 18-21, 2025) 
6. Don’t overreact to your anger this weekend (JLP show Fri 8/29/25) 
7. Be nothing for three days. And on the third day, see if you rise. (Fri, July 25, 2025) 
8. Communicate with few words. (June 29, 2025, didn’t mention) 
9. Don’t agree or disagree with anyone. And see what happens. (June 2025) 
10. Quietly live with the hell in you (May/June 2025) 
11. Write down all the stabs you get (May 11-18, 2025) 
12. Be a single-minded person, not a double-minded person. (BQ/Women’s Forum Apr 13-27, 2025) 
13. Don’t judge with words, looks/eyes, gestures, emotions, or thoughts. (Oct 2024) 

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