Are You Afraid to Abandon Your Fear of Evil? | Church 7/26/26
Go through hell: Customer reviews, comments, hearing oneself. Made dogs evil. Wife's dreams. Mother's "Elon" scammer. Is life hard? Stop mental playbacks. Are you afraid to abandon your fear of evil?
Church with Jesse Lee Peterson, Sunday, July 26, 2026
📖 Biblical Question (BQ): Are you afraid to abandon your fear of evil?
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TIMESTAMPS
(0:00:00) Pre-church small talk. Trying not to snort!
(0:02:45) Insecure about my customer reviews
(0:16:20) Didn't wanna hear myself on YouTube clip, or read comments
(0:21:40) JLP: Hearing myself was so painful. Go through hell!
(0:35:15) Even the dog & cat are evil now. Spoiled pets!
(0:41:55) A man, his wife, and her mother
(1:13:00) Dreams and "Elon" scammer. Let her go. Don't play God.
(1:24:15) Have a hard life? Mother: If you knew God…
(1:34:06) Do you have a hard life?
(1:42:39) The Bible is not all true: Christians suffering in anger.
(1:49:24) If you stopped the mental playbacks in your mind
(2:00:34) JLP: Mental playbacks, you don't have to put up with them
CLIPS
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CHURCH NOTES 7/26/26
📖 Biblical Question (BQ): Are you afraid to abandon your fear of evil?
JLP Show notes this past week 7/20 to 7/24, 2026
- Which side are you taking? Why do you need a cause? (JLP Fri 7/24/26)
- More on “infallible” notion (Wed-Thu 7/22-23/26
- People who LOVE doing for others (Thu 7/23/26)
- Guy crawled to church of our lady (Thu 7/23/26
- Recommended Booker T Washington: Up from Slavery, July WHM (JLP Wed 7/22/26)
- Side note: Looksmaxxing is spirit of the woman (JLP Wed 7/22/26)
- Don’t think of your rescue. Can only think of being lost / realize you’re lost. (JLP Tue 7/21/26)
- Do you like feelings? Do you think they’re life? Why do you love your feelings? (JLP Mon 7/20/26)
- Wait upon the Lord. Don’t rescue yourself. Just do it. Just say no. (JLP Mon 7/20/26)
00 - Welcome, trying not to snort
(0:00:00) Stream / small talk (0:01:23) Intro (0:01:40) Welcome
(0:02:11) Happy WHM btw. How y'all? I'm gonna try not to snork (snort). That's gross. Summertime rough. Any questions?
01 - "Forgave" coworker. Insecure about customer reviews.
(0:02:39) A few things happened. I forgave that coworker. I apologized for getting angry and coming rough at her. I said I was wrong. She said that's nice. She blushed and said, "Aww." Then you felt like a beta. You know how the hate turns into the other thing? That's what happened.
Second thing: I realized a few months ago, ego gratification, good at my job. Then now I've lost all my ability, nervous, not confident. Old video came up during lunch. God is chastising you. You must go through it to get over it. Too much ego with this job.
(0:05:41) What do you mean chastising? HE is not doing it. You’re doing it to yourself. No control over it. Are you happy to go through it, or kicking and screaming? Why is it not fun? Are you your ego? Count it all joy.
The Devil told you…
(0:07:57) JLP: Got up this morning, and the Devil said, "Go look at your ratings." You saw 3 stars, and the coffee went cold. "See what they're saying about you." And then you cried. Why do you need to know, why are you listening to the Devil? It doesn't even cross my mind to do it. All ego.
(0:10:48) Feedback: Should he appeal?
(0:11:50) JLP: As long as you're not trying to make yourself feel better… JLP: If it’s not you, of course.
(0:12:46) Right when I saw the review, the devil said…
(0:13:28) Be yourself. It works perfectly.
(0:14:48) Do you know fear is evil? Yet you're afraid to abandon it? (BQ reference) What would happen if you abandoned your fear? PCH with margarita, free. How do you know that?
(0:15:47) Walking on eggshells to be perfect at work. What a hard way to live huh? “Beautiful” Whatever.
02 - I didn’t wanna hear myself on YouTube clip, or read comments
(0:16:17) Dolores — a clip of me, I didn’t wanna hear anymore. Maybe I’ll look at the comments, then develop emotions about it. (0:17:57) It'd take you down a rabbit hole?
(0:18:55) Feedback: How do you respond?
(0:19:53) Back to Shayan (the first man to talk this morning) — You go down a lot of rabbit holes. What do you think?
2B - JLP: Hearing myself was so painful. Go through hell!
(0:21:37) JLP: You absolutely should have gone through it, and just heard it. I remember I couldn't even understand my speech, it was so bad. It was so painful. "Uh-uh..." Should not be any pain in that. It sound HORRIBLE! So painful. So stupid.
(0:23:25) Dolores: I heard myself before, and I went through the pain. JLP: Get some more hell! The greater the hell, the better it is! … Dolores… JLP: God said you DO need the hell! Christ in the desert. (0:25:53) Satan said… 40 days and 40 nights … No past, no future.
2C - Like being married: Can’t please the Devil, go through the Devil
It’s like being married, you know your wife gives you hell! She lies down giving you hell, and wakes up giving you hell! Let’s say you wake up smiling. (0:27:23) She's been mad all night… Why are you smiling! Men should not get mad at their wives.
Dolores didn’t realize the most logical thing was embrace and keep living it. It’ll happen on its own. Don’t look for hell, just don’t run from hell within. The uninvited guest shows up every day. Glad I brought that up. JLP: You want hell! So you can enter into heaven while you live. Not created to be miserable. (0:29:20) Created to be of love. … Don’t think about purpose either — Satan will give you all kinds of purposes, ideas, imaginations, thoughts. Life without thinking: You and God are one.
Dolores: I have “hell fatigue.”
(0:31:28) JLP: The Devil's tired. Not you. Dolores/JLP: Go all the way.
2D - Working on myself.
(0:33:16) Been working on myself 36-37 years. I'm like what da! Really gets to be amazing. Another world, another reality, that most never find. Stay with it.
Dolores: 5 years. A really rocky marriage. JLP: I’m going to smoke some dope! Ooh, I want some pot… I plead the 5th. No words to express the love already in you. The love that is everything. But you gotta go through the hell. To have life, you must give up a life. Human beings are evil. Their nature that of the Devil.
2E - Even the dog and cat are evil now. Spoiled pets!
(0:35:15) Even the dog and cat are evil now. The people turning the dogs and cats into them. In their mind they think they have a baby in their arm. Dolores: Dog in the house, behaves like us. JLP: Human beings… “I refer to him as a dog.” JLP: He IS a dog! You spoiled him, and you can’t take away the welfare check now!
(0:37:55) Again: They've killed each other, and now they're killing the dogs. Dog doctor every three or four months. "He has allergies!" I let him go outside and eat the grass. He can't relax, constantly licking… Too late to eat natural!
(0:39:52) Castor oil, turpentine, onions and garlic. Killing the dog! Feel guilty? No, huh? Pulled away from emotions. Can't go back and change. Kill the dog and feel nothing. "Gonna die at some point, and I will too." … Don’t tell me you’ve had surgery for the dog!
03 - My wife is smarter than me. Wanna dream like her.
(0:41:49) Question: Jeff from Indiana, with wife Jennifer (spelling?). Does she obey you? Pause, hem and haw, “No.” Why would you marry a woman who would not obey you? “Smarter than me.” Never say that out loud. “My solution causes more problems.” Afraid of her? No. Correct her? I try. … “I love her.”
(0:43:55) Women don't have intelligence, well that's all they have is intelligence. They don't have love. … Oh my God! Y’all drag mama around too! You have dogs? And cats. Are you white? Is she white? No. Marrying a different color woman would work. Overcome mama, can’t run away from it.
(0:44:56) Quick question: I never any of my dreams? Am I in trouble? (0:45:51) Did you think her dreams were smart? You wanna be like your wife! Did you overcome your mama? “Most of the time, yes.”
3B - Not following the Law: Forgive mother. Pray without ceasing.
(0:46:59) The law says, pick up your cross, forgive, and follow me. If you don’t go and forgive. Forgiven dead father…
(0:49:48) She cares for me
3C - Wife speaks
(0:50:41) Jennifer, his wife, is working on herself, and brought “the baby” (her husband) to church. Situation
(0:52:01) Situation for her mother, dealt with a scammer who was lying to her.
(0:53:57) Scammer
3D - Mother speaks
(0:55:56) Mother speaks, Joanne (spelling?) when your daughter.
(0:58:31) They’ll take advantage. Do you want her help? Will you listen? Dropped your anger? “Righteous indignation.”
(0:59:46) Anger is evil! Satan is your god!
(1:00:23) Jennifer brings out the hell in her! I remind her of her ex-husband. JLP: If you didn’t have hell in you, she couldn’t bring the hell out of you! You acting all sweet and Japanese.
(1:02:07) Did you know you were just like your mama! “I’m gonna have to repent after this!” You became like what you hate. Now Jennifer hate you.
(1:02:46) Jennifer: “I’m a little lost.” Is that true? Why you hanging out with her and she doesn’t even like you!
(1:04:24) You can’t make her live it. She’s living the wife she wants. Pretending to know God, praising Jesus, and calling it righteous hell. Am I wrong about that, Joanne? (Spelling?)
(1:05:20) “I love Jesus.” How can you love Jesus and hate your own daughter? Very complicated? Quite simple.
(1:06:26) Indignation? That’s just like the fallible Bible! It’s a showcase personality pretending to be sweet and nice. Forgive. God. You’ll never…
3E - He tolerates a lot from his wife, her daughter
(1:07:48) He tolerates a lot from my daughter. Ever tell him don’t put up with her mess? He’s very weak and pathetic and the daughter’s killing him. He need to not put up with her mess! Bible verses.
(1:09:20) Going to visit his mom. Oh lord
(1:10:16) JLP: what I recommend.
(1:10:52) Armenian lady speaks
(1:12:45) he's the boy, and she's the mama. Well that's a big problem right there. I'd say.
3F - Dreams: 3 AM "Wake-up calls" to pray for others? "Elon" scammer
(1:13:00) Jennifer, the wife: About the dreaming, clarifying. Wake up calls at 3am — talking about dreams. It's a state of unconsciousness.
(1:14:35) I've been listening to people on YouTube. … Vivid dreams, I remember them. It scares me. My mother falls off the wagon, I’m in SF. Probably what you’re hoping! “Oh my goodness!” Because you hate her! “I love her.” If you loved her, you wouldn’t be hating her. She brings the hell out of you. “I don’t want her to live her past!” She has a right to live that! God doesn’t bother, why are you bothered!
She thinks some rich man gonna come bring her money. (1:16:41) JLP: That's every woman's dream. Elon might show up! Wait on Elon, I don’t blame you!
(1:17:34) Mother explains how it started: Hopeful future ... a few years back. I felt led to a place where he was located. I didn't know it was him. Don’t be stalking Elon!
3G - Leave her alone! Stop playing God.
(1:21:45) Leave your mother alone and stop hating her. Married a weak man. “He works two jobs.” White guys do that! Mothers do that… That’s all ego. Stop playing God.
(1:23:39) JLP: Y'all don't know anything about God. Two Devils hating each other, talking about God. Smoke on that one! What a mess, huh! Disagree with anything?
3H - Have a hard life? If you knew God, would life be hard?
(1:24:12) Young man Keith in white shirt, originally from TX, living in PA, thoughts on this situation? "It's crazy." Is your life hard? No. Why not?
(1:24:48) Who has a hard life? The mother…
(1:26:48) JLP: You don't know about God at all. Words about God, but you don't KNOW God at all. Would you have a hard life if you knew God? If you and God were one. "No." Drop anger, forgive, so God can give you life. … Seriously see …
(1:29:40) That's why you ran your husband off, he couldn't stand you! "That's such a nice Japanese lady." You can’t judge him! “We were married in the Buddhist religion.” You was his mother, and you’re just like his mother and your mama. You’re evil and nasty and bitter, and don’t care about anyone but you. Until you forgive, it won’t change.
Stop hating your daughter. You made your daughter in your image! You put that hell in her, when she was a child. Apologize, and stop it. Don’t move in with her and destroy her! “I want her to have the Kingdom marriage.” Forget about that. You’re an evil person, the spirit. Forgive your mother. Stop pretending with the showcase personality. That make sense?
(1:32:42) All you're gonna gain is life. God is just a game to you, it’s just a word. The Devil got you. And Elon ain’t coming! I’ll help you, you can call me since you live in another state. I’ll work with you. As long as you’re pretending, God cannot help you. What a mess!
04 - More people with a hard life
(1:34:06) Hake. (1:35:10) Raymond. (1:35:28) Doug? Remember when it was hard.
(1:36:24) Sha: It can be difficult (not?) to be double-minded sometimes. (1:37:31) (A/C issue) Why do you call that your way? On paper, it’s not hard. It’s easy?
4B - Kiwi on the anger
(1:38:35) Is your life hard? 20-year-old man, first-time here, Jacob. Are you Jewish? You look Jewish! I’m from New Zealand! “I don’t think I’m Jewish.” It's OK to be Jewish! He lives in a house in a little town. Dropped your anger? Ever get angry? Jesus was outraged as well.
(1:41:09) Is anger of God or of the Devil? "A result of sin."
4C - Everything in the Bible is not true. Why do you think the Christians are suffering?
(1:42:39) Everything in the Bible is not true! "Really! Wow, where is that from! … I'm incredibly surprised! … Divinely inspired… Wow."
(1:43:56) Why do you think Christians are suffering? "Is anger suffering?"
(1:46:40) Don't ask for forgiveness. Don't ask her for forgiveness. Human beings don't forgive. Only God forgives.
(1:47:31) If you wanna love God, you gotta love your enemy. Love your mama. My mum's not my enemy. How has she wronged me? She loves God, she loves her husband. Oh, Lord! That's not true! “Do you love God?” JLP: I do now, but when I made my son I didn’t.
(1:48:37) My friend Michael from Christchurch, New Zealand
05 - If you stopped the mental playbacks in your mind
(1:49:24) No questions, man from Alabama. Homeboy! Third time coming… Hog head cheese and chitlings (chitterlings?)
(1:50:04) Bo Derek: If you stopped the mental playbacks in your mind
(1:51:01) Everybody watch so we can judge. Now she tryna be cute. Alyssa (1:51:37) That's the BQ
(1:52:24) Homeboy (1:54:33) Who are you? (1:55:02) See your way out. Don't figure it out.
(1:55:22) Sam: I'd be free. No tussle or fight
(1:57:45) Doug: Momentarily free
(1:59:20) Shayan: An example of a mental playback: This patient walks in.
5B - JLP: Mental playbacks
(2:00:34) JLP: Mental playbacks examples…
(2:01:41) The truth that God, the Light, is with you: You’d have no choice but to obey the truth. You cannot obey the truth with this stuff in your mind. Your mind is of the Devil. All thoughts are lies. Stop listening to the mental playbacks.
(2:03:26) Elon scammer example .. It’s not hard. You WANT the mental playbacks.
(2:04:38) Gotta have love…. Mental playbacks from the Devil.
(2:06:09) "In closing" — nothing has ever happened to you…
(2:08:07) Facing the Devil, facing mama. Any man who has emotions is a woman! NZ, do you have emotions? “Should I? I can’t feel happy?” …
Stay with it!
📖 Biblical Question (BQ): Are you afraid to abandon your fear of evil?
REMINDERS / Assignments…
- 2026 Theme: Endurance (since Church 1/4/26)
- 2026 Assignment: Be a doormat. (since Church 12/28/25)
- Rise to the 3rd, 30th, 50th or 100th floor, out of the basement (Church 2/15/26)
- Be a thought watcher. (JLP Mon 4-20-26)
- Resist anger. (Church 3/29/26, Church 4/5/26)
- Don't think about you at all this week. (Church 3/8/26)
- Keep your mind where your body is, for one week. (After Church 3/1/26)
- Next time you cry, check yourself. (Church 3/1/26)
- Watch the Devil in you. (Church 2/1/26)
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