Anybody get angry this week? Smoking: Lack of awareness, not free will. In the image of God: Be of Love. “God’s plan” vs Satan’s plan: Missed blessings? 

Church with Jesse Lee Peterson, Sunday, March 29, 2026 

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📖 Biblical Question: Why are women assumed innocent and men assumed guilty? 

📝 Assignment: Resist anger. 

📖 NEW Biblical Question: Why do you love whom or what you hate? 

🗓️ Men’s Forum 7pm first Thurs, Apr 2, 2026, in-person only at BOND, L.A. https://rebuildingtheman.com/events/  

TIMESTAMPS 

• (0:00:00) – 00 – Small talk off-mic: Immature couples; Welcome 
• (0:02:03) – 1A – Did anybody get angry this week? Hissy fit story! 
• (0:08:01) – 1B – Stories: Ticked bad; Irritated; 3yo nephew; No Kings 
• (0:17:30) – 1C – Stories: Iran War; Resentful; Raymond 
• (0:21:24) – 1D – Q: “Not going to make it”? She even cussed! What to do? 
• (0:33:30) – 1E – 50th floor? You’re still in the basement! “Heirlooms”! 
• (0:35:52) – 1F – JLP: You’re already there. Nothing to ponder. 
• (0:43:00) – 2A – Q’s: No boredom in peace. Try to change bad habits? 
• (0:47:24) – 2B – Q: Smoking: Free will? 
• (0:59:13) – 2C – JLP: No free will. Not aware of the cause driving you 
• (1:06:00) – 2D – We don’t create our own thoughts. “I wanna go eat pizza.” 
• (1:08:01) – 3A – JLP: Be 100-percent of Love. In the image of God: Feedback  
• (1:16:35) – 3B – God’s Law: Love Him… Traumatized, Fighting, Punishment 
• (1:21:03) – 4A – Q: God’s plan? Create love through you. Bad things “meant to happen”? 
• (1:32:16) – 4B – No autographs! JLP on album with Ye: Hass! Forget “God’s Plan” 
• (1:37:46) – 4C – Forgive others. Catch the temptation to judge. No you. 
• (1:40:33) – 5A – Miss a blessing? To become an attorney? Wanting to move… 
• (1:45:39) – 5B – The real blessing 
• (1:51:13) – 6A – BQ: Women “innocent,” men “guilty”? 
• (1:59:23) – 6B – JLP on BQ: Because evil comes through the woman 
• (2:01:21) – 07 – Assignment: Resist anger. New BQ: Why love whom/what you hate?

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CHURCH NOTES 3/29/26 

📖 Biblical Question: Why are women assumed innocent and men assumed guilty? 

📖 NEW Biblical Question: Why do you love whom or what you hate? 

📝 Assignment: Resist anger. (Church 3/29/26)

🗓️ Men’s Forum 7pm first Thurs, Apr 2, 2026, in-person only at BOND, L.A. https://rebuildingtheman.com/events/  

00 – Small talk off-mic… Welcome 

(0:00:00) Start: Talking about young people who are couples who don’t look grown up. (0:01:22) Intro (0:01:39) Welcome 

1A – Did anybody get angry this week? Hissy fit story! 

(0:02:03) – Did anybody get angry this week? (0:02:15) Donyale’s story (0:03:13) A hissy fit. “It’s a blur!” We have to go to Mexico! Surreal. (0:04:01) Watched myself. Demonic. I knew it wasn’t me. I wanted to stop, but could not. Out of control. (0:04:48) Husband convo on anger… Demons. In a rage! (0:06:10) I understand how people go to prison for life without the possibility of parole… (funny) I had a good run, Silent Prayer… 

(0:06:58) Husband was just looking at me, like, Calm down. Befuddled. Thought I was insane. Q: I’m overcoming. I still have anger in me. What makes me different from anyone else who isn’t overcoming? 

1B – Anger stories: Ticked me off bad; Irritated all week; 3yo nephew 

(0:08:01) – The Southern gal, “Miss Alabama,” coworker “ticked me off, bad.” Commenting on someone… Made me so mad! Bothered me so bad, was gonna confront her — she changed the subject! What’s wrong with her not entertaining what I was talking about! It lasted for a minute — almost kind of ruined my shift a bit. Let it pass. So painful. I was cool by the end. 

(0:10:28) – All week, irritated, says Andrew (one of the Korean young men) — can’t say why! Thoughts flooded back. Partied over the weekend last week, got drunk. Video games, blaming my teammates. Can’t sleep at night when I get like that. A little different; took a step back; able to pass out. 

(0:12:08) – Sam on Friday watching 3yo nephew he threw something that cracked me right in the nose! (0:13:25) He ran… I confronted him calmly… “Did you shake him?” 

(0:14:14) – Mr. Arab hater… Iranians and Israelis, both stubborn. I hate the way they are — not them. The spirit in them. Started Friday, the Citizen app — No Kings rally … busted a callus on a finger… God said, son, I’ll do my best to keep them out of your way. Tired, hungry, had to go to the bathroom… Do you think it’s fair we gotta go to work, and these people have nothing to do! 

1C – Anger stories: Iran War; Resentful; Raymond 

(0:17:30) – Man went on X, it gets you riled up. Iran War, boots on the ground… I start talking to myself, if they could hear me… You have zero control over this 

(0:19:05) – Another man: I don’t get angry; I’m more resentful. I let it pass (0:19:50) Feels like I could’ve handled it better, but… 

(0:20:14) – Raymond was angry this week 

1D – Q: “Not going to make it”? Even cussed! Feedback 

(0:21:24) – What was your question? Donyale: What’s the difference between me and people who aren’t overcoming? Do you sometimes feel you’re not going to make it? “Am I going to make it?” It scared me: So easy to be used by the Devil. That spirit was controlling me. (0:22:45) What did you mean “not going to make it”? “Disheartening.” She even cussed! (0:23:31) Did you cuss like a black woman? Idk what that means! 

(0:25:23) – I’m serious about this. Silent Prayer. No joke to me. Staying present. 

(0:26:01) – What makes me different? Need to get rid of this anger. Don’t want to drop my body with any remnants of it. I know I didn’t catch the first thought. What I need to do in those moments? I know you’re gonna say I need to catch the first thought 

(0:26:57) – Doug: What’s the difference? Stop trying so hard. (0:27:56) Reaized it was the demon in you — then you can stop. 

(0:28:36) – Lady asks Donyale: Any responsibility it was your fault? Put up a sign? No, I didn’t take any responsibility at all. I told him 20 times. Coulda, shoulda, woulda … (0:30:08) I can only trust myself. Put a sign.  

(0:30:59) – Eric: I snapped on my boss last year — very similar to you. Watching myself in the 3rd person, possession overwhelming me, going off. Now, a year later, it doesn’t happen anymore. Kinda learned from it. 

(0:31:57) – Doug, she felt she’s not gonna make it. Endurance: Theme this year. 

(0:32:29) – Mateuse (sp) — “It’s impossible to drop your anger! 

1E – Make the 50th floor and you’re still in the basement! “Heirlooms”! 

(0:33:30) – How you gonna get to the 50th floor and you’re still down in the basement? Man says: Those who endure to the end will be saved. 

(0:33:56) – Lady: You did make it. 

(0:34:14) – Donyale: I was below the basement … I almost went down to the garage to oversee, but didn’t! Lesson learned. (0:34:54) – How you gonna survive without your Christmas stuff? Guy claims to be bringing it tomorrow: This happens all the time “a go back”… Heirlooms, irreplaceable… (0:35:33) You’re real white! “Heirlooms”! 

1F – JLP: You’re already there. Nothing to ponder. 

(0:35:52) – JLP: Making it? You’re already here! When you’re present, you and God are one. Living the God life of Love. 

(0:37:17) – To make it to the 50th floor, be of Love. Caught it. “I’m wrong.” 

(0:38:35) – Donyale: Devil so crafty. I pondered everything that transpired. “You’re faking it, not even working on yourself. Just a show. Performing.” 

(0:39:20) – There’s nothing to ponder. Had you just lived with it, realized you went unconscious, that’s it. The Devil wants you to try to figure out! Have no relationship with Satan at all. Throw him out of your neighborhood, meaning out of you. You were communicating with the Devil, not God! 

(0:40:22) – She speaks… JLP… “supposed to be working on yourself.” There’s no you — the Devil made you feel guilty. But there’s no you to feel guilty. 

(0:42:12) – Mateus (sp) what’s important to me isn’t to others… 

2A – No boredom in peace. Try to change bad habits? 

(0:43:00) – Another man, who was ticked at the Iran war: “Boredom.” Thrill from reading the news… (0:44:04) – JLP: When you’re at perfect peace, there’s no such thing as boredom. So much fun. Thrills are evil, death, not life. Enjoying life at peace. Listening to Satan’s voice. There’s no boredom in life; only boredom in death. 

(0:45:10) – Bad habits: Should I try to overcome? You only get deeper into it. (0:47:08) – Try not to go with it… Stay present. 

2B – Smoking: Free will? 

(0:47:24) – Question and a dream to share… Adriana … (0:51:19) I know not smoking is the better choice. 

(0:51:43) – A man says she already made the decision, and trying to convincer herself not to. (0:52:58) You can’t rationalize it like you had a choice. There was always just one path. It was made for her. (0:53:38) – I smoke cigarettes sometimes, sometimes in the habit, sometimes out of the habit. 

(0:54:56) – You wanna smoke, smoke! Who cares! You always have a choice. Bored, what do I do. Don’t like being bored. Escape. 

(0:55:47) – Jews don’t smoke, right? (funny) … Adri: Conscious, unconscious, right? Kinda? (0:57:01) – Your nature will naturally change and react to be more godly… Adri: I don’t think we can genuinely understand God… Why not? (0:58:13) No free will. Help? “I still believe there’s choice there. I want to believe there’s no free will… but when I look at my life, I do see… my conscious state vs my unconscious state.” 

2C – No free will. Not aware of the cause driving you 

(0:59:13) – JLP: You don’t have a free will. Not catching what gives you the urge to smoke. It is causing you to do it, but you’re not aware enough to see it. Something else is driving you to smoke. (1:00:24) Adri: “I’m almost there.” You’re not seeing the thoughts that bring on the cause. “… my ego…” 

(1:01:08) JLP: If you caught the thought about it, you wouldn’t feel anything about it. ALl our life we’re traumatized. … 

(1:02:18) – JLP: Slow down, catch yourself trying to be so helpful, driving you crazy. About to do something… Stop in the middle of it. Adri: Do I need to understand the source of the cause? 

(1:03:44) – JLP: The source is the thoughts, emotion… Adri: Is it worth it to say I’m lonely because I was neglected as a child… 

(1:04:38) – JLP: Be really present to the thoughts. Catch the thoughts. Won’t feel that way if you don’t go with the thoughts. Gotta slow down so you can catch the Devil. Adri… JLP: The moment you go past the first thought. 

2D – We don’t create our own thoughts. “I wanna go eat pizza.” 

(1:06:00) – Man: You made a great point. We don’t create our own thoughts. You keep thinking you’re you making the decision to smoke. I wanna go eat pizza. 

(1:07:12) – Adri, see you don’t have a free will? Something clicked with the cause of it. … 

3A – JLP: Be 100-percent of Love. In the image of God: Feedback 

(1:08:01) – JLP: 50th floor. What you don’t know, what you gotta do: Be one hundred percent of love. All love. Can’t be both, happy, angry, then love. God is nothing but love. God is love. We’re created in His image. Traumatized, false identities, away from His image to Satan’s image, the nature of evil. 

(1:11:19) – Ever thought? Born in the image of God, created. Everything He is, I am. Mind-blowing! (1:11:46) – Doug: Yep… JLP: I didn’t know! You and God are the same! Amazin! (1:12:38) – Sam in the nice shirt… (1:13:37) – Donyale… “Christianese” I used to talk, embarrassed. (1:14:17) – JLP: In Darkness, there’s no love. 

(1:14:37) – Lady: This week, hard time … “not the real you.” Now I get what Jesse’s talking about! Being around my family: Just be of love. JLP: Stay with it. It’ll become clearer and clearer… 

(1:16:02) – Andrew: Devil tries to make you feel less-than … never thought I could come close to God or Jesus 

3B – God’s Law: Love Him with all your heart. Mind of God. Practice being present. 

(1:16:35) – JLP: God’s law: Love Him with all your heart, soul, and might. You will have the mind of God. Never lost again. Practice being present. … Shock the Devil. Faith without works is dead. Stay with it. Then you’ll love.  

(1:20:40) – No punishment! He’s not like Satan. He absolutely loves you. 

4A – Q: God’s plan? Create love through you. Bad things “meant to happen”? Satan’s plan… 

(1:21:03) – Adriana: Does God have a plan for us? Or is it more of a map? (1:21:52) – JLP: God’s plan: To create love through you. … Adri: Does he know when we’ll be conscious and unconscious? Things that are bad, “meant to happen.” Son sprained his ankle overtraining, and wasn’t able to fight. (1:23:34) – JLP: Don’t need something to happen to you to become conscious. 

(1:24:25) – JLP: The mistakes we make are not part of the plan. That’s Satan’s plan, nothing to do with God. Satan’s plan, to keep you right in hell with him. So you can keep judging and stay alive in you… Adri…  

(1:25:28) – JLP: The only reason thing happen to us is because we are unconscious. (1:26:17) – Being a boxer is just a job to make money, not in God’s plan… 

(1:27:02) – Is that clear? No… (1:28:15) JLP… Adri… I think too much. You think? 

(1:30:16) – JLP: That’s why you’re not free yet. Love your thrills. Choose your thrills over God. (1:31:16) – Have a lot of thrills? Had anger about myself, made a lot of bad decisions… 

4B – No autographs! JLP on album with Ye: Hass! Forget “God’s Plan” 

(1:32:16) – No autographs! I’m on an album… with Ye! Hassan and Ye… The Game, Tommy Richmond… (1:33:11) – JLP: Come back to that, you’ll be fine! God is love. 

(1:33:27) – The occasional smoker guy speaks to what Adriana was saying: God’s timeline? 

(1:35:15) – JLP: I don’t like that word, God’s plan. Forget about “God’s plan,” get rid of that word. 

(1:36:14) – Lady speaks to Adriana… 

4C – Forgive others. God working through you. Catch the temptation to judge. 

(1:37:46) – JLP: You know you love Him because you forgive others. … Love of God working through you. (1:39:07) – Start catching the temptation to judge, being angry. Forgive. There is no you! 

5A – Miss a blessing? To become an attorney? Wanting to move… 

(1:40:33) – Donyale: Is it possible to miss a blessing from God? Absolutely. The whole blessing is to return home to the Father. Become an attorney? It’s not God’s plan that you be anything! 

(1:42:52) – Donyale, moving back to the South Bay with husband, “I don’t want to want anything.” (1:44:08) – But you know how you tell us not to want for anything? Don’t wanna move back to be close to anyone — they’ll turn on you anyway. But if it’s convenient, move back. Move back! No big deal! 

5B – The real blessing 

(1:45:39) – Doug: The blessing, we think it’s something we’re gonna get! A million dollars! (1:46:51) – JLP on a blessing of a million dollars! (1:47:54) – Friend got into medical field. 

(1:48:52) – Alex (I think) — you allow people to emotionally control you, reacting to whatever they do to you. Older friend who died: You’re a special kind of stupid if you allow someone to get an emotion out of you. “Probably your age.” You don’t react. You act. Work because you have to. 

(1:49:57) – Hake… worldly things as “blessings” — if you get the freedom, it doesn’t matter what you missed out on… 

(1:50:53) – Mateus (sp) 

6A – BQ: Women “innocent,” men “guilty”? 

(1:51:13) – Donyale on the BQ — 📖 Biblical Question: Why are women assumed innocent and men assumed guilty? … Feminism. MeToo. Schools. Indoctrination. 

(1:53:30) – Story about Hake with his friends, saying, “Guilty!” — about black people! (1:54:20) The Jewish Christian guy speaks… (1:54:50) Cesar Chavez… he was for immigration but NOT for illegal immigration. NO WONDER! (1:55:46) Wiping him out like he never existed! Raymond… easier to point out a man’s flaws than a womans: You’re judged as attacking a woman. 

(1:56:45) – Lady – women are master manipulators. 

(1:57:27) – Miss Alabama – (1:58:31) – Alyssa (sp), men are seen as more of a threat than women. We look so innocent. It’s evil. (1:58:59) – Nick: Just look at ‘em. They look so cute and innocent. (1:59:14) – Adriana: Adam and Eve 

6B – JLP on BQ: Because evil comes through the woman 

(1:59:23) – JLP on BQ: Evil comes thru the woman: Men are so afraid of it. (1:59:50) It’s everywhere! Weatherman is a woman now! Hosts of the news. Love her… Women are being used for evil. It ain’t nothing for a woman to cry, lie, and say anything! Except for ladies who are waking up. 

07 – Assignment: Resist anger. New BQ: Why love whom/what you hate? 

(2:01:21) – 📝 Assignment: Resist anger. (Church 3/29/26) (2:02:20) – “That B—!” You can’t say that! It’s church! Even yourself, don’t judge yourself either. I was asleep. It’s about love, come back to love. Don’t judge them. They can’t see. 

(2:03:41) New BQ: WHy do you love whom or what you hate? (2:05:21) Last feedback 

(2:05:51) Announcements and last words 

REMINDERS / Assignments… 

1. 2026 Theme: Endurance (since Church 1/4/26) 
2. 2026 Assignment: Be a doormat. (since Church 12/28/25) 
3. Rise to the 3rd, 30th, 50th or 100th floor, out of the basement (Church 2/15/26) 
4. Resist anger. (Church 3/29/26) 
5. Don’t think about you at all this week. (Church 3/8/26) 
6. Keep your mind where your body is, for one week. (After Church 3/1/26) 
7. Next time you cry, check yourself. (Church 3/1/26) 
8. Watch the Devil in you. (Church 2/1/26) 

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