Everyone is a monster | Church 2/23/25

Story: Mother drove 15yo dating daughter to suicide. Everyone is a monster. Disobedient wife, angry husband: Don’t hold onto learning!

Church with Jesse Lee Peterson, Sunday, February 23, 2025 

||  See clips, links, and notes below. 

TIMESTAMPS

  • (0:00:00) Small talk 
  • (0:01:30) Lotion for ashy skin 
  • (0:02:51) Women’s Forum: Face fears, stay present 
  • (0:04:45) Spiritual life; Mama 
  • (0:22:07) Story: Mother stopping daughter dating, suicide 
  • (0:34:42) Asian gal: Dating age? Found Jesus on TikTok 
  • (0:44:48) Asian gal: Anger. Mother. Father. Monster. 
  • (1:06:05) Asian gal: Crying, Lying. Ayahuasca or forgiveness? 
  • (1:15:28) Dating age? 13, 18, or 25? 
  • (1:24:30) Still have anger? … “Righteous anger”? No thinking 
  • (1:30:52) Why won’t you obey your husband? 
  • (1:49:30) Husband: Why do you get angry? Let ideas go! 
  • (1:54:08) JLP: Parents, let children learn in dating 
  • (1:58:10) Stop judging the L.A. people 
  • (2:03:32) BQ’s, closing 

CLIPS 

Story: Mother drove 15yo daughter and her bf to suicide (12-min) YouTube | Rumble

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Church Notes 

Biblical Question: How do you trust God? We’ll deal with it tomorrow on the radio show! https://jesseleepeterson.com/show 

New BQ: What good have you gotten out of religion? 

1 Welcome / Ashy skin? Women’s Forum 

(0:00:00) Small talk… 

1a (0:01:30) Lotion for Ashy Skin 

1b (0:02:51) Women’s Forum: Face fears, stay present 

2 Live from the spiritual world within 

(0:04:45) Another world … 

You are your own world (0:07:15) No one can help you, not Trump, Elon Musk, anyone. 

(0:08:00) You could walk out a free man without any doubts, pain, loneliness, no need for anyone to love you — most love their hell. 

2B Mothers… 

(0:08:24) About people dying, such as mothers… She messes you up when you’re a kid… (0:09:28) And you’re so dumb, you move right down the road from mama! And she complains she’s not close enough to you. … Come on to west hell… let her move in, and afraid to put her out! 

(0:10:58) One situation: All her kids around her. She seems nice… She makes sure their marriages don’t work, unless they cater to her. 

(0:12:14) Cry at the funeral of the person you hate. (0:12:25) My mother was a key character — and my father. I was youngest, close with her. Moved away at 17, and later moved her close by me “as just a friend.” Forgave her before … (0:14:30) Good mother-son relationship… Cried but moved on… 

(0:14:52) The wicked witch is dead song. (0:15:03) When my father expired, the preachers knew nothing about him. My father was cheap! 

2C Crying over the person you hate. People are evil… 

(0:15:42) Wake up, live from the other world within, not controlled by the world around you, because human beings are evil. 

(0:16:33) Someone died — story 

(0:17:04) Crying out of guilt, not love, over the person you hate! … He allows you to cry, beg, look for people to be friends… 

Age to date? 

(0:18:35) Story of a couple of daughters… at 15, anything wrong with dating at 15? 

(0:19:00) It’s Wrong to date at 15, says a man… (0:21:38) Joel’s take 

3 Mother vs dating daughter 

(0:22:07) Story: Daughter 15, bf 18. Fell in love. Mother didn’t like it at all… 

(0:25:04) She accused the boy of statutory rape. Run away? No. 

(0:26:26) They committed suicide together … according to the report. 

(0:27:05) Feedback: Delusion all around… (0:27:44) More feedback: Mother doing evil at great lengths… but called it love! (0:29:39) Yet more feedback: A couple of guys. (0:30:07) Zeke: Leave them alone. Parents shouldn’t butt in their love life. (0:30:28) Randy: They’re all stupid. (0:31:00) What should the mother have done? … Don’t date, 13yo daughter — i’m coming with my belt. (0:32:10) Raymond (0:32:39) Young lady 

3B Would you spy on friend’s children? Dating at what age? 

(0:33:27) Stepfather — husband had separated. Loved drama, whipped themselves up. (0:33:58) The mother would have people spying on them! 

4 Asian gal on dating, anger, and monsters 

(0:34:42) Young Asian woman gives feedback, saying the kids should have some type of religion. Everyone was unconscious. They didn’t know they were unconscious. Jesse asks: How old were you when you started dating? (0:36:35) I think 18. Responsibility and maturity… (0:40:03) Mama gonna take care of it. That’s not the mother’s choice. 

4B Found Jesus on TikTok 

(0:41:07) Are you a Christian? Lately — 2 months ago, believing in Jesus. Age 31. Asian don’t crack. What made you believe in Jesus? People praying on TikTok (0:41:59) You found Jesus on TikTok?!  

(0:43:17) What did it do for you to find Jesus? (0:44:29) Shoutout to Jake from Nashville… 

4C Still have a lot of anger: Just like mother 

(0:44:48) Still have a lot of anger. “I think it’s OK to have it.” Passion, helps with business life. Being righteous. 

(0:45:51) Jesus said anyone who anger is a murderer. “I don’t think so.” Do not trust an angry person. They are your enemy. 

(0:47:12) Do you wanna overcome your anger, or do you wanna keep it? Did your friend tell you? “He told me to forgive my biological father.” Your mother. “I told her she did the best she could…” Did you apologize for being angry at her? Why do you talk about my mother — it’s all about my father! 

(0:48:59) Similar Karmas to my mother. Became just like her. 50-percent, I like it, the other 50 could be a lot better. She chooses people who hurt her, rather than people who are super nice to her. She thinks love is pain. You choose the wrong men? 

(0:50:45) You gotta forgive her… You’re taking care of her out of guilt, not love. 

4D Resenting her father 

(0:51:59) Resent father 1000% but forgave him. He did nothing… He didn’t do anything… Inflicting all the pain. The Devil had him. What did he do to you? “I saw, witnessed, heard… He caused a miserable childhood. Irresponsible, abusive to mother, brother, lot of trouble home… world a terrible place…” 

(0:53:55) She breaks down crying… a lack of peace. What did he do to you? “I believed this world was full of monsters… he was hurting everybody… emotionally, physically, financially… I had to see it.” (0:55:29) “He loved me, because I was super happy… As a kid in China, communist, you tell a kid to go buy cigarettes, as a 5yo, in the dark… I told him I hope you die of cigarettes.” 

(0:56:31) What gives you the right to be mad at him for what he did to others? Now that you’re an adult, what gives you the right? 

4E You’re the same monster; Mother was a monster 

(0:57:58) You’re the same monster… I gave them chances… (0:58:53) She brings up Dexter… Should people whom you’ve done wrong, should they be mad at you? No. 

(0:59:34) There are different monsters… 

(1:00:13) You’ll never be at peace, until you forgive father and mother… Your mother was a monster, and your father didn’t know how to deal with her. 

(1:01:27) Hasn’t seen father since age 9. Now she’s 31. You don’t believe in Jesus if you hate your father and mother. Mother’s an evil woman. (1:02:57) I don’t believe that. “She had no choice.” That’s a lie. But she loved the pain she brought on him. She made him look like the bad guy to you and your brother(s). 

(1:04:12) Everything you’ve done for others, you wanted something from them. When they didn’t give it to you, you wanted to destroy them. You’re evil. “OK.” Am I wrong? “Partial truth to that.” You can overcome that. Drop all judgment. Evil is playing God. There’s only one God, and He’s not you. Nothing good about you. Zero good.

4F Who are you? Ayahuasca? 

 When you cry, you lie. (1:06:05) What? T-shirt: When she’s crying, she’s lying https://jesseleepeterson.shop/search?q=crying&options%5Bprefix%5D=last 

(1:07:44) She did Ayahuasca 7x… Shamans in Colombia… Saw Jesus. 

(1:08:39) If you saw Jesus, why you still don’t have peace? “It’s not high!” Nothing can make you find God, except that you admit you’re evil and forgive — and God change your heart … Admit you’re evil. (1:10:07) Will you forgive your parents? … Time to digest? Forget about subconscious, unconscious — you were driven by evil. 

(1:12:00) JLP: every human being is evil… You create the world for yourself. (1:12:58) Forget about unconscious, etc. They’re no different from Christians who talk about the Bible. … Or Buddha. … “Alright, I’m evil.” Do the Silent Prayer https://rebuildingtheman.com/silentprayer/ 

(1:14:51) Satan does not know God. Every angry person does not know God. People are lying. 

5 Dating age? 

(1:15:28) Colin: What age should boys and girls date? (1:16:42) Another man… 

(1:19:18) A third man: Let it match nature better… (1:20:57) Colin: All the coddling we’ve done … 

(1:21:42) Why you holding her? Mama love? 

6 Dating age: 25? Forgive mother? 

(1:22:10) Man says 25. Advice… Men who’ve been in marriage are miserable… (1:23:39) Law about dating at 18? 25? Life experience … 

6B: Still have anger? 

(1:24:30) Do you still have anger? Yes… Why don’t you drop it now? … OK, it’s dropped. I realized I’m not so important. Forgave mother? … Playing God. 

(1:29:19) Righteous anger? Don’t think about that. You won’t know what it is… Thoughts’ll tell you what it means… 

7 Why won’t you follow your husband? 

(1:30:52) Why won’t you follow your husband all the time? 

(1:33:23) How does he deal with you when you’re not obeying him? It makes him mad. He yells. Why you patting him? (1:33:57) I feel like you’re putting me in a situation to shame him. … You’re still difficult. 

(1:35:15) Forgiven parents? “Idk that I truly meant it.” 

(1:36:51) You’re breaking it down to make yourself feel better. You’re wicked to the core. Playing your husband like a fiddle. It’s a game. Dancing with the Devil — deceiving you, as you’re deceiving them. We gotta admit we’re sinners: meaning, playing God. Every human being’s heart is wicked. Husband has no love. He ain’t conscious — he’s heard about it, like people hear about the truth in the Bible. (1:38:52) Hell cannot move heaven. 

Somebody can act like that… What that have to do with your hell? The Devil gave you that…. (1:40:40) Did you notice the thoughts told you that? Or did you think that was your words? It didn’t come from you, but you think it did! 

(1:42:12) Every word that proceeds out of your mouth…. “How long the Silent Prayer?” …. 

7B Who are you? 

(1:44:42) So who are you? You said, you feel like you’re making him seem beta in public… Who are you? “I think it’s the part of me that wants to be good.” Drop all that. It’s intellectual, and it makes you dumb and stupid. Who are you? (1:46:03) We’re not playing around … 

(1:46:50) Thoughts are lies. … There is no you. Everything you felt was not you — it was all evil, not love. You were identifying with evil. You don’t feel anything. You’re not your thoughts, body, emotions. 

(1:48:43) Do you disagree that you’re evil, nasty, wicked? “But you said it’s not me.” But you’re one with the Devil. 

7C Husband 

(1:49:30) Husband, Samuel: Why do you get angry? Don’t have perfect peace… Let the ideas go — the intellect hates God! It’ll identify as a God, and you’ll still be miserable. Don’t hold onto it. Then you’ll know it for yourself. … About holding her hand. (1:53:59) Still evil like your mama… 

8 On the mother and daughter story 

(1:54:08) JLP: Had the mother been right, she’d not have been looking for love. But she’s playing God. (1:55:04) There should never be a law that kids should not date at 15. Parents, let them learn through Hell just as you did. Stopped her learning, mother imposed her will… 

(1:56:53) Feedback: Bad joke about the “crazy lady.” … (1:58:02) Let them learn the hard way… 

9 Stop judging the L.A. people 

(1:58:10) Man: What’s on your mind? Figuring out how to deal with people? … Can’t that become a narcissistic mindset? (1:59:46) Don’t let the Devil tell you… One with the Father… God is love. There’s no pain in God. (2:00:35) You’re not supposed to have pain. Satan is your god when you have that. L.A. people have a narcissistic mindset? You are judging the people in L.A. (2:01:41) You’re judging! 

10 New BQ… 

(2:03:32) BQ’s… We’ll get to the last one tomorrow on the show… New BQ: What good have you gotten out of religion? 

(2:04:46) Closing statements… Silent Prayer… 

REMINDERS… 

  • 2025 theme/assignment: Practice being present. 
  • 2024 theme: Want for nothing. 
  • 2024 assignment: Don’t let the thoughts bully you. 
  • 10/13/24 Daily Assignment: 24hrs: Don’t judge with words, looks, emotions, or thoughts. 
  • 8/25/24 Assignment: For one week, let the only evil you think of be your own. 
  • 8/25/24 try this: Never argue — with anyone. 
  • 9/1/24 Assignment: Completely surrender to thoughts. Feel it. Take the pain. 
  • 9/1/24 Assignment for Southern gal: For one week, don’t argue with anyone. 
  • 9-8-24 and 9-15-24 assignment: Don’t trust the thought. Let it overwhelm you. 
  • March 10-17, 2024 assignment: Get rid of your heroes. Trust no one. 
  • May 19-26, 2024 assignment: If you feel anything, remember: It’s just a thought! No meaning. 
  • Jun 2-9, 2024 assignment/discussion: Watch the different demons inside you. 
  • Assignment from JLP show (Thu 6/20/24) Practice staying present. 
  • Late 2023 assignment: Notice the mind repeats itself, and that it’s all about self. 
  • Late 2023 assignment: Sit four minutes in your room in silence. 

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