Medication: “All about the money.” You’re asleep and don’t know it. You won’t let God be in control. You’ve treated yourself awfully.

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Church with Jesse Lee Peterson, Sunday, August 31, 2025 

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TIMESTAMPS 

• (0:00:00) – 01 – Small talk… Welcome, Happy Communist Day! 
• (0:03:10) – 02 – RIP Jesse’s friend, story from the South 
• (0:06:02) – 03 – Medication: “It’s all about the money” 
• (0:12:17) – 04 – Story: Cheating husband, selfish wife: Ego in operation 
• (0:16:24) – 05 – Example of Satan at work: Anxious young lady, on meds 25 years 
• (0:32:15) – 06 – Raymond: Jiu Jitsu… If you wanna be free, stay present 
• (0:36:52) – 07 – Young black lady on judging others 
• (0:49:41) – 08 – Her husband speaks: Thoughts are pointless 
• (0:54:36) – 09 – Young lady on-stage has a therapist, doubts prayer will work. 
• (1:09:25) – 10 – JLP quizzes her on-stage: Asleep. Evil. Female therapist?! 
• (1:14:33) – 11 – Second young lady on-stage: Hiding. How do you treat your husband? 
• (1:17:48) – 12 – Third, Georgia lady on-stage… You won’t let God be in control your life 
• (1:27:46) – 13 – “Slightly” nervous man on-stage 
• (1:33:39) – 14 – Judgmental wife, “Lord, forgive me.” 
• (1:37:21) – 15 – BQ: “Like a dirty dog.” Man has shame 
• (1:42:32) – 16 – Christian man: How can you be a man of God and of Satan? 
• (1:48:20) – 17 – BQ: How have you treated yourself…? Father of medicated daughter 
• (1:54:03) – 18 – JLP on BQ: “Awful.” 
• (1:59:19) – 19 – Mimi is known around the world… “Control” 
• (2:01:41) – 20 – JLP closing: Brand new life 

CLIPS 

Medication: “It’s all about the money” (10-min) YouTube | Rumble

Anxious woman on meds 25 years (16-min) YouTube | Rumble

You’ve treated yourself awfully all your life (17-min) YouTube | Rumble

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CHURCH NOTES 8/31/25 

🗓️ We will have the radio show on Labor Day, but the office will be closed 

📖 Biblical Question: How have you treated yourself all of your life? 

📝 ASSIGNMENT: Don’t overreact to your anger this weekend (from radio show Fri 8/29/25) 

📖 NEW Biblical Question: How do you know when you’re spiritual? 

🗓️ ANNOUNCEMENT: Men’s Forum this Thursday 

1 Small talk… Welcome, Happy Communist Day! 

(0:00:00) Start / small talk about names (0:02:14) Welcome (0:02:34) Happy Communist Day 

2 RIP Jesse’s friend, story from the South 

(0:03:03) My friend Clarence died. His plantation was over from mine. 

(0:04:38) April from GA married a white man from Kansas — he used to be a member of the Klan! Just playing. … Charlie… 

3 Medication: “It’s all about the money” 

(0:05:54) JLP jokes: Since no one has questions, we’ll do the offering and leave. 

Medication documentary — it’s all about the money… Prozac. They’ll put a name on it, in this conference. Call depression something fancier (to make it seem real) to make it seem serious. They all make beaucoup money off people being separated from God. 

(0:11:02) They’re using you for money and power — and they don’t care! You can’t trust human beings. Stop trusting human beings. Don’t walk around not trusting them, but be aware. Human beings don’t care about one another at all. AT ALL. Zero. Look how nice everybody look. They’ll cut your throat in a moment. Your own wife, husband, *snap* just like that. 

4 Cheating husband, selfish wife: Ego in operation 

(0:12:09) Story of a husband cheating on wife — a good husband, took care of family, wife… she’d brag about it. Husband’s gf wanted him to leave wife and be with her. He had to kill her in self-defense. Went to prison. Wife’s response: WHAT ABOUT ME?! How am I gonna take care of myself! What about the children! Never once did she consider him at all. Not: How did that happen honey? Ego in operation: It’s all about her — nothing about him. “What about me?” Every human being, all about self. Amazin’ huh? 

(0:14:27) You must be born again. God owns the world — working together with “Mother Nature.” Satan owns the world, meaning the minds of people. Satan tells you to have fear, and you fall for it. 

5 Example of Satan at work: Anxious young lady on meds 25 years 

(0:16:16) You’re not in charge of yourself. Example: Come up and speak, young lady. (0:17:58) The young lady mentions medication … Mimi (0:18:14) Derrick dresses like the good old days!

(0:19:42)  JLP: That nervousness was Satan — right away 

(0:21:03) She forgave her mother. Have a seat. She did not cry. She thought she would. (0:23:40) She’s on medication. Why? At 13, she told God she’s not a child of God. (0:24:37) On meds 25 years. Hears things. They keep changing it. 

(0:25:19) She starts really quivering… Stop it, mama — don’t pat her on the back. Her dad patting her. “I’m so sorry.” Don’t be sorry. You’re in the hospital right now. You’re in the right place.  

“I hear voices.” 25 years, a long time. 

(0:26:51) JLP: That’s what the report said — they feel worse, hear the voices worse. It doesn’t help at all. Silent Prayer 

(0:28:09) JLP: This is you, you were a little girl, didn’t have anger, all you knew was God. Along the way your mother made you angry… 

(0:30:33) Be still, and don’t believe the thoughts. Watch. And the Father will take care. (0:30:54) Pomona, CA … (0:31:31) Every human being you know has the same problem. Must be born again of the Spirit of the Father. 

6 Raymond: Jiu Jitsu (or Judo?) 

(0:32:07) Raymond on jiu jitsu (he might be describing judo actually) 

(0:33:01) JLP: If you wanna be free, stay present. You could walk out and never have any pain. Not need anyone for anything (as in love or comfort, etc. ofc you need groceries). Reacting to situations, you create problems for yourself. God said to be still and stop reacting. As long as you react you give evil life. I grew up on a cotton field in Alabama. 

7 Young black lady on judging others 

(0:36:44) Young lady here… What have you learned about yourself? Tell us about you. “How much do you wanna know? … With me, it was the judging… looking at other people instead of looking at myself.” Judging others on stuff that had nothing to do with me, she says. Silent Prayer. She falls asleep. She black! Lol… 

(0:40:27) She hears negative things (maybe in her head…) You can fellowship with your husband. (0:42:08) You obey your husband? (Jesse says it country.) 

(0:44:46) JLP makes great points. 

(0:47:53) JLP makes more great points. 

(0:48:36) It’s not you. JLP: Don’t walk around saying, “It’s not me,” but it’s ok to say it consciously. … The Devil says the same things to everyone in their own language! 

8 Her husband speaks: The mind, busy with fear; Thoughts are pointless 

(0:49:33) What do you say about all this? White husband speaks: Haven’t been on this journey long. Noticed change in how I handle things too. He suddenly got Bell’s palsy, half face stopped working. Lost mother 29 years ago, 52, stroke. (0:52:02) Thoughts are pointless. Mind of thoughts like a movie screen, went to blackness… (0:52:58) … “No, that was a question.” What a mess! 

9 Young lady on-stage … Why do you have a therapist? 

(0:54:28) Young lady on-stage (another Vanessa) … (0:55:31) Ask her a question: He shook his head no. (0:56:15) Another lady: How do you work on it? She hasn’t taken Silent Prayer seriously. She doubts — it’s not enough, she needs to do more — than just prayer. She doubts it’ll work. She likes her therapist. Why do you have a therapist? 

(0:58:30) Her boyfriend pipes up when she “lies” on him. He tells her to “be still” all the time. “We don’t wanna make Jesse our god.” Has he changed for the good? (1:00:23) Do you believe him? … “Yeah.” Do you obey him? … “No.” Could you? “For sure.” 

(1:00:53) Mimi: Did you forgive your mother? Ever get angry? Been able to drop it? “I get frustrated a log with other people.” Ever talk about it in therapy? Doesn’t answer. 

(1:02:04) Nick: Why do you say / how do you know you’re not working on yourself? “I’m very self-aware, but that’s not enough.” 

(1:02:49) Southern-sounding white gal: “I don’t think I raised my hand…” Did you get praise: “You’re doing good!” “Good girl!” in church… (1:04:38) She’s so good, she must be working on herself — the mind is busy! The Devil is busy! 

(1:05:11) Man who shook his head wants to redeem himself. Do you judge yourself, and form opinions…? Do you catch it in that moment? Therapy’s helpful, she says. 

(1:06:46) Mimi said the exact same thing this week. 

(1:07:03) Doug: How do you know you’d obey him? JLP: He sat straight up, he wanna hear this too? (1:07:59) Doug reiterates…. 

(1:08:38) Americanized Mexican asks: Does the word obey bother you? 

10 JLP quizzes her on-stage: Asleep. Evil. Female therapist?!  

(1:09:17) JLP: Do you know you’re unconscious? That you’re asleep and don’t know it? “Right now?” Period. … Are you good or evil? “Evil.” How do you know you’re evil? 

(1:11:20) Do the Silent Prayer… Seeing a lady? “Yeah.” Oh, God! Boyfriend laughs harder than anyone. (1:12:24) … 

11 Another young lady on-stage: Hiding. How do you treat your husband? 

(1:14:25) The original Vanessa (I think? Formerly called “the crazy lady”) on-stage … I trusted lies more than I trusted truth… You can hide… You can feel present but really not be. Hide in ideologies. Hide into thinking you’re done hiding. 

(1:16:44) How do you treat your husband? 

12 Third, Georgia lady on-stage … “God in control”? 

(1:17:40) She speaks… (1:19:20) JLP: What would you say to a person like this? The mother takes a pause… “You’re never going to be ready. Even when you think you are, more thoughts will flood your mind….” 

She speaks more… Mimi speaks. 

(1:25:26) JLP: You like being in control? What are you in control of? Are you in control of your life? “No, God is.” Why do you think God is in control of your life? How do you know God is in control? You won’t let God control … Are you evil or good? — She laughs, “I’m evil.” … Do the prayer for now. 

13 “Slightly” nervous man on-stage 

(1:27:38) JLP: Feel nervous? Man repeats, “Slightly.” What a beta, huh? BQ: How have you treated yourself all of your life? 

(1:30:34) Alexis on shyness, question 

(1:31:59) How are you not a free spirit? Why did you think you were a free spirit before? 

14 Judgmental wife, “Lord, forgive me.” 

(1:33:31) JLP: Two questions for the young lady in white (Randy’s wife)… BQ: How have you treated yourself all of your life? “I heard you ask Jason, and — I don’t know!” (1:34:17) JLP: Do you still try and control? (1:34:33) Why is Mimi laughing so loud? … 

Randy’s wife continues: I don’t care what people think about me. Your husband, would you care if he was judging you? “I judge him…. I don’t like it… It’s easy. … I catch it… ‘Lord, forgive me.’ … I sit in my thoughts a lot…. I do wanna judge really hard.” 

15 BQ: “Like a dirty dog.” Man has shame 

(1:37:13) BQ: “Like a dirty dog….” He says: Most of my life I’ve had a lot of shame. I still have a little bit of shame. I don’t know why I still hold onto it. JLP: Who are you? “I don’t really know. … My nervous system.” (1:39:26) I took your advice, and something took care of me. It wasn’t me…. I’ve been homeless a couple weeks. JLP: You have never trusted God and been homeless. 

(1:40:52) He repeats the “Like a dirty dog” line, and says he cares what people think. JLP: Nobody likes you. There is no you, so why take on another false identity: “I feel ashamed”? 

16 Christian man: How can you be a man of God and of Satan? 

(1:42:24) Who are you? Man doxxes himself as Gilbert and says he’s a man of God (I think). “It’s our flesh…. My flesh reacts to evil presence.” JLP: If you’re a man of God, why are you reacting to the Devil? “If I get caught off-guard, but I try to stay focused.” JLP: Do you have anger? “No, I don’t think so… I get upset… but… no, not angry.” 

(1:44:27) JLP: Being upset and angry is the same thing. How can you be a man of God and of Satan? … You still judge! “I guess I’ve been failing all my life!” JLP: You have! Why not drop and overcome the spirit of anger? Man repeats: “That’s a good question…” and he repeatedly cites scripture. 

17 More BQ feedback 

(1:48:12) Georgia lady 

(1:49:22) “Child of God” … (1:50:50) Filipino father is really sorry about his medicated daughter — his wife is pro-Western. (1:52:52) JLP: They will kill you for money! 

(1:53:02) Another gal on the BQ: Lot of anger, judging, control. 

(1:53:28) Shayan (sp) been treating himself “terrible” — judging and condemning myself all my life. 

18 JLP on BQ: “Awful.” 

(1:53:55) JLP on BQ: You’ve been treating yourself awfully. You’ve not been good to yourself at all… worry, anxiety, fear — especially judgment. You don’t understand the death you bring upon yourself. Destroying yourself, judging yourself or anyone else. 

(1:55:15) JLP makes a GREAT point… 

(1:56:12) JLP: The real you… (1:57:00) If you drop your body/die like this, you’re stuck. But you have a way out right now! Keep your mind on the truth, stay present, be aware what’s going on in you. 

(1:58:20) JLP: In God, there is no thinking. (1:58:35) It’s not the body, but the thoughts that control the body. The sin is in the thought — not the action. You have to think about fear before you have fear. 

19 Mimi is known around the world 

(1:59:11) Mimi is known around the world. BQ… JLP quotes Mimi: “I’m afraid to let go.” I’d just be floating off everywhere. When I’m believing my thoughts, I’m floating around. When I’m not believing thoughts, I’m planted. I didn’t see that! She answers BQ: THought I was supposed to be in control always. 

20 JLP closing: Brand new life 

(2:01:33) JLP on control. (2:01:47) JLP: Forgive your mothers… Brand new life… fear, doubt, envy, strife… If you marry, do it before you wake up. Or you won’t wanna! … 

REMINDERS / Assignments… 

1. 2025 theme/assignment: Practice being present. 
2. Don’t overreact to your anger this weekend (JLP show Fri 8/29/25) 
3. Be nothing for three days. And on the third day, see if you rise. (Fri, July 25, 2025) 
4. Communicate with few words. (June 29, 2025, didn’t mention) 
5. Don’t agree or disagree with anyone. And see what happens. (June 2025) 
6. Quietly live with the hell in you (May/June 2025) 
7. Write down all the stabs you get (May 11-18, 2025) 
8. Be a single-minded person, not a double-minded person. (BQ/Women’s Forum Apr 13-27, 2025) 
9. Don’t judge with words, looks/eyes, gestures, emotions, or thoughts. (Oct 2024) 

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